vacation from school has been a nice vacation from everything including proper grammer...i even was accousted by a student at the staff retreat and refused a converstation with her about anything school...yet on the couch next to me is a pile of papers to grade and all i want to do is run away...
my husband spoke yesterday at this church in syracuse and he wants so badly to be a pastor again and would love being back up in that area...there are 2 possiblities but no guarantee that either will pan out.
I finally took some time to do introspection over the last year and it was not shocking but sort of depressing...there is a lot i have been dealing with that i didn't realize had been affecting me so much...especially living close to my family and going to my home church...so much of my past battles with people's expectations and my own of myself and others has become much more complicated.
so, one more day after today and it is back to school and tomorrow is my birthday so yah!! My husband is taking off work so we can spend the day together...going out to eat, going to a movie...yes...a real date!!!
I am someone who has been molded and shaped through the many paths and places I have walked...I have seen little and much...I believe but struggle to have faith...I desire to know God but still at times run from him...I desire life but at times lack the bravery to chase after it...I am me but all that that entails is still a mystery.
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