It's hard to remember

The last time I had a full nights sleep

What it feels like not be "milking"

When I ate a meal without interuption

Had an organized house

Did have a house full of baby stuff

What it was like to not have this beautiful person in my life

When I have felt so much love and desire to care for something

I love to just sit and look at his beautiful little face and kiss the top of his head and tell him how much I love him...even when he gets me up in the middle of the night and doesn't want to go back to sleep for hours.

Yep, I'm in love with this little man