I am someone who has been molded and shaped through the many paths and places I have walked...I have seen little and much...I believe but struggle to have faith...I desire to know God but still at times run from him...I desire life but at times lack the bravery to chase after it...I am me but all that that entails is still a mystery.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
UnEaster
I feel odd about this Easter season. I want to feel meditative and spiritual but I feel like my mind is clouded over with the foggy of not feeling well and the anticipation of Jack's procedure on Tuesday. I felt like I was doing fine about it. It is something that happens and at least it's only a cath. But, today I felt shook up about it as I played with him...I'm scared. I know all the logical stuff but I'm terrified and I'm not sure how to move past it at this point. I know all the spiritual platitudes I could quote and all the verses to turn to but right now I feel immobilized. It's my little boy...
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God knows what you feel. No sense trying to fake yourself into feeling anything other than what you do.
You family is there for support. I am praying. Aunt Carol is praying. Stand strong, Amy.. We love you. Uncle Ralph
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