I'm struggling with selfishness...
I want my timing, my schedule, my plans....
I want her to come quickly, I want her here before Thanksgiving, I want to be done with this pregnancy thing...
I,I,I
And then I see how ME has become so involved and how God isn't and I am shamed.
Yet, I struggle to give up my will, my plans...
My flesh and My spirit may battle...but My God is my strength and portion...
I am someone who has been molded and shaped through the many paths and places I have walked...I have seen little and much...I believe but struggle to have faith...I desire to know God but still at times run from him...I desire life but at times lack the bravery to chase after it...I am me but all that that entails is still a mystery.
1 comment:
you'd be crazy not to be impatient.... I think God is very compassionate to pregnant women and their impatience...
happy thanksgiving, Friend. You're day is coming...
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