1 year ago today I said goodbye to a baby and the hopes and dreams that went with it. I was not that far along and yet I decided to name it hope because that is waht I found in God.
1 year to the day that I found out I was pregnant for Hope...I find out I am pregnant again. God is good! He has restored and shown His perfect timing. He has used the last year to better prepare us and to bring us to a place that we can be settled at. I see God's incredible grace!
I am someone who has been molded and shaped through the many paths and places I have walked...I have seen little and much...I believe but struggle to have faith...I desire to know God but still at times run from him...I desire life but at times lack the bravery to chase after it...I am me but all that that entails is still a mystery.
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We lost a baby at the end of my 1st trimester in Sept. 06. At that point we decided we were done. It was such a painful experience I didn't want to have to repeat it again. God decided differently though and we found out a year ago that I was 2 months pregnant. I walked away knowing that I have no control over life, it's all God. I'm really thankful for that.
Wait, maybe that was 05. Can't keep my dates straight = )
It's really a hard thing but it was amazing how many women came out of the woodwork to share with me a similar experience. It was a real opportunity to connect. I also named the baby hope because I knew it had given us hope I could get pregnant because we had been trying for little over a year.
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