I am someone who has been molded and shaped through the many paths and places I have walked...I have seen little and much...I believe but struggle to have faith...I desire to know God but still at times run from him...I desire life but at times lack the bravery to chase after it...I am me but all that that entails is still a mystery.
Monday, August 21, 2006
Getting excited
I'm having a hard time not getting excited and mentally planning for any of the possibilities around the corner. Last night I was on line looking at paint color ideas in case we move into the parsonage. The other day I picked up some little girl clothes and some baby stuff at some yard sales...now I fear I am letting myself get my hopes up and will be disappointed. But it's so nice to hope...
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I have noticed that about myself lately...I am often so used to be disappointed that i no longer even hope because i'm afraid I'll be disappointed..
I'm so glad though that you are allowing yourself to hope..i need to learn to do the same thing
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